story of my life

times like these.

there are times where small things stress me out to a maximum level.

i remember in middle school, i got a heavy migraine because i didn't have a pencil.
i had a pencil case, but it was full of pens and mechanical pencils that had no lead.
it caused me such an amount of stress.
there was also a lot of things going on in my life,
which i guess made the pencil situation seem a whole lot more of a deal than what it was.

currently, i'm very stressed about clothing.
after school, i work nearly everyday.
i change from my school clothes, to my work uniform in my car.
all of the clothes that i've worn that past few months on days that i've had to work,
are currently in the trunk of my car.
for some reason,
i feel like they should stay there, just in case i decide to go do something after work.
all of these clothes building up in my car, are causing the amount of clothes in my room to go way down.
of course, the clothes in my car are warmer clothes because i wore them during winter.
if it were to be summer right now, i'd have plenty of clothes left in my room.
sooo...
either the weather will have to get better,
or i'll have to get over the fact that i need to eventually get rid of the clothes in my car.






*hmph*


this is not my car >>>
but it might as well be

sssup

my sisters wedding is in less than 3 weeks.
that bachelorette party is in 2 =]]]
the bridesmaids are getting a hotel room. intense.
freaking excited.

i've realized that i frequently go for guys who are really inexperienced with girls, or are just socially awkward.
maybe its because of the lack of expectations there will be in the relationship.
hmm.
ponder THAT!

i'm only writing right now cause some kid said that i don't do it enough.
WHUTEVZ.

fancy ketchup?
whut?
fancy greenbeans?
i don't understand why they're called fancy.
i really don't.
what the heck is goin on.

happy feeling.

it feels like summertime to me.
maybe thats because i haven't been outside yet.

spending the morning with my mom and sister,
eating brownie mix with spoons,
watching full house.

it's bright out.
doesn't look windy.
it looks like summer.
i'm holed up in the house,
dreaming that it's summer.
am i proving that ignorance is bliss?

i went to omaha to spend the day with my mother yesterday.
we went to a couple malls and just like walked around.
it was chilly, and it was an outdoor mall. sweet.
got some sandals. prom shoes. new shorts.

tonight i'm going to a friends house to rollerblade and eat pizza.
YEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS.

why does long john silvers have low calorie meals?
they can't possibly taste good.
or at least they can't possibly taste as good as there friend chicken and fish.
yyuuuummmyyy =]

alright,
i'm gonna continue the current law and order marathon i'm having.


g'day.

beginning of spring break.

spent the night at my friends house.
didn't get to sleep until about 4:30 or so,
and even after that i hardly slept.
stayed in her bed til about 1.

at least i got the recommended 8 hours of sleep, right?

left her house around 1:30,
came home,
ate,
laid around until i had to get ready for work.

i had to work in the deli tonight.

i'm pretty ridiculously tired of working back there.
there's this one cook that's sometimes in charge,
and he's a total jerrrk!

if i mess up, he'll correct it in a total sarcastic, jerky way.
i definitely don't like him.
but whatever.

i've been getting kind of nervous, because the people at the lifeguard place haven't called me back.
i called to see if they have received my application,
and the lady wasn't available =/
makes me slightly worried.

well anyways,
i'm just watching some sex & the city,
and talking to some friends online.
what a night =]


tomorrow i'll be going to omahaaa for shopping.
k bye.




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