last summer, my brother got married to a girl he'd been dating for about 6 years.
i've never been SUPER close to my brother, but i was still very emotional at his wedding.
well, this weekend my sister was married, and i was the maid of honor.
i was very surprised at how i wasn't much more emotional at her wedding, even though i've always been really close to her.
well, i guess i was just still in denial that she was getting married.
it didn't hit me until today in spanish class that things were going to be different, and i'd most likely have to work very hard at keeping my relationship with her the same as it is now.
i got in an argument with my teacher because i had fallen asleep in class,
and as soon as the teacher pulled me into the hallway to talk to me, i started crying.
she ended up sending me home early cause it's my last period of the day,
but man oh man.
iiiii miss her,
and she's only been on her honeymoon for 2 days.
dangit.
u__u
ReplyDeleteDon't feel bad, things never go the way we expect them to, but things have a way of sorting out.
I cried like a week straight when my sister moved out with her boyfriend but we've never been closer than we are now, and that was like three years ago.
Hopefully it won't be as weird as you think :)
you're so reassuring, my friend.
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