i don't want to talk about my feelings anymore,

cause once i open up to someone, i don't want to stop.

and i become a nuisance.

the more i care about what someone thinks of me,

the less they like me.

i try so hard to get them to like me,

and it always fails.

i need to STOP giving a fuck,

and START letting friendships and relationships begin on their own.

without force.