i saw you today.

it made the situation worse.

i had thought you wanted me me me.

but you had your eye on something else.

my heart sunk when you gave me a little wave with that half smile of yours.

ended things with one boy, because i saw my pattern repeating.

things started happening again a little bit, so i put my foot down and ended it again.

tonight, an old flame wanted to hang out.

i said yes at first,

but then reminded myself about what a bad idea that was.

so i told him no.

i cannot go to boys from the past.

i cannot give second chances when it comes to this.

it's a waste of my time and emotions.

i'm glad that i turned them down.

maybe now that i've gotten rid of them,

i can clear the way for the right guy.

not gonna hold my breath for that one though.

school starts tomorrow. hoping to meet lots of new people in my classes.

also, giving up facebook again for awhile after wednesday.

(not funny. loljk.)