the way you talk to me

when we first wake up next to each other,

is the way i want to remember you forever.

you forget that you need to hide how you feel about me.

you let your guard down,

and let me see into you.

i just want honesty from you.

lying to me, and lying to yourself.

i wish i could read your mind, so i could find out the truth.

so many mixed signals

so many lies

so many reasons why i shouldn't keep this charade up.

but every time i consider ending everything with you,

even if it means ending our friendship as well,

i remember the way you talk to me when we first wake up.